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Sunday, September 21, 2008

the verdict is out

So, after all the back-and-forth, this-and-that, the decision is for me to stay in Chicago on a more long term basis. But somehow, when my boss told me that 'news', I had a very blank expression on my face. (at least i think i do) haha, and upon realizing it, i tried having a more happy response as the conversation went on.. I guess it just suddenly dawn on me how big that decision was. deep deep down, i question if i made the right one.

So, my week went on with my "i'm not happy i'm not sad" mood, busily working with the crazy financial market situations... (one day all my stocks were in 'red', next day all were in 'green'.. up and down it goes!) And finally came the weekend. Sat morning, i biked all the way to chinatown to join the ladies small group from church. =] it was really a heart-warming experience. Although it was only the 3 of us, it was a really good time of sharing, worshipping, praying and learning the word together. And the 'theme' for this year is 'learning the will of God'.. How apt!

At least now, i think i will have more stability in life =P. Pray that I can find a place to stay soon... Somewhere I won't move for another 1-2 years.. hehe, den maybe i can buy more stuff like cooking utensils, furniture etc.

side note: i felt so touched when my 'asian table' colleagues were panicking more than me when i told them i 'might' be leaving for good =P i thank God for always blessing me with wonderful frens everywhere i go!

side note 2: heading back to toronto next week to get my US work visa. will be busy meeting up with frens! and i'm also doing a 'company visit' with the company's investor relations manager! ahhh~ scared scared... need to go prepare 'smart' questions to ask him..

side note 3: thanks for always keeping me in prayer! =]

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